We miss you Lucian every single day,
But when we listen close we know your not far away,
There's so many things we just wish we could say,
Like, what's your favourite colour? & what games do you like to play?
You see It's all little things we would love to know,
Like what your voice sounds like when you say hello,
Your no longer our baby boy that we got to hold,
Your a big boy now, having adventures & being bold,
There is just one thing that we wish for most,
To have you here for a few minutes so we can hold you close,
Now . . . don't forget to make a wish when you blow your candles out,
Then eat as much cake you can . . . that's what birthdays are really about.
Love you little polar bear, Happy 4th Birthday Lucian
Love Mommy, Daddy,
Your hairy big brother Akillees, & your little brother Saxon
Sent by Katyia on 23/10/2016
Merry Christmas my sweetheart.....Thinking of you this Christmas and always.... Lots of big love and Kisses Nannie Angie x x x x x x x
Sent by Nannie Angie on 25/12/2014
It's the night before your charity event and mommy's missing you more than ever.
There isn't much I can do for you here on earth my beautiful polar bear except speak about you everyday which I promise I do, & try to keep your sleeping place looking nice as can be.
So when Mommy does these events for you, It makes me feel like a proper mommy thats close to you, & I hope a mommy you'd be proud off.
I was really scared about tomorrow, but now I'm here I think of you my son & everything you went through, your an inspiration Lucian, even now when your story is told, people hold you in there hearts. You give me strength to continue, to fight, to have courage and be brave. With you in my heart I feel I will never fail, & I hope I will never let you down. One day along long time from now, I'll embrace you as a man, and I hope in that moment you feel all the pride & love I've felt for you every single day.
We'll have eternity x
Sent by Katyia on 29/08/2014